piece of imperfection.

act ^^

bluespangledlove — Wed, 09 Nov 2011 03:12:17 +0000

34 <3

LACKING MOTIVATION.

bluespangledlove — Sun, 07 Aug 2011 22:27:33 +0000

Hm, I really like the song Pumped Up Kicks. I heard it in Billy’s car yesterday.
Anyway, so far, the day has been waking up after falling asleep texting with Jason (SORRY LOL)
Eating yummy foood my daddy made, and then going to the library to return my books.
Oops, I never even read those ACT/SAT books.

And I realized my life is constant cycle of feeling guilty…
Guilty over eating bad (for you) food, guilty that I’m not doing homework/procrastinating.
I HAVE TO CHANGE THESE BAD HABITS SOON.

I think my dad’s at the new house painting or something and my mom’s still crashed on the house. HAHA!
Today’s probably going to be wasted but oh well (:

life is good.

bluespangledlove — Mon, 30 May 2011 04:55:16 +0000

Really, IT IS. Summer is just around the corner, and AP tests are over!
Placed 6th at league, that kinda blew but at least we made it and played.
I’m definitely looking forward to next year, maybe I’ll play mixed, girls doubles, or singles!
No clue, but the opportunities are infinite :)
I got badminton shoes, a racket, and probably going to buy a bag soon, I’m psyched!

Also, I got InDepth Editor/Co-Online Editor next year for Journalism, so I’m incredibly excited!
I won’t let you down, I’m so grateful for this wonderful chance, haha.

I want to find another job in the summer and just chill here in SJ with my friends and what not.
I wonder if the person will still reveal themself even though I haven’t posted often, it’s my bday in a few weeks sir!

I’m doing Colorguard next year, so that’ll be super fun. Also, probably going to swim over summer to keep in shape.
Did I mention that life is good?

Besides Chemistry SAT II, that can die. Otherwise, uhm, <3

strawberries at 4am

bluespangledlove — Thu, 05 May 2011 11:08:51 +0000

Hi, I’m studying for APUSH (:
Kay, bye. <3

watermelon pearlllllls (:

bluespangledlove — Wed, 04 May 2011 03:19:58 +0000

AP tests suck dick. I study all day errday for a week, and I still get raped.
At least getting 40% raped will still get me a 5 on Chem, so I’m really hoping for it.

Life’s good, what not. I’m making league forsure, I just want to play with Emily.
We might be able to place in top four if we play.

My mommy brought me watermelon pearls today, yummy ^___^
I just can’t wait for these two weeks to be over.

5 is such a lovely number

bluespangledlove — Thu, 28 Apr 2011 04:39:55 +0000

LESSGOOOO COLLEGEBOARD, hella motivated now.
Basically today was bullshit CST, sleeping in class, realizing how much I fail at Psych, ice cream, napping, then Stats review, pizza, salad, soda, YUP.
Now I’m slacking until 9:50PM and then going to go study more/ shower :)
I’m so tired, I’ll probably nap then wake up and study more.

KAYS <3

catch22

bluespangledlove — Wed, 27 Apr 2011 04:20:08 +0000

That’s one my favorite phrases now anyway.
It’s like thissss:

My headaches are because I’m stressing, so my doctor tells me I have to chill and take time off.
But the more I chill, the more stressed I get because I need to study.
Then the worse my headache gets.
Then the more he tells me to chill.

See where this is going?

june14th!

bluespangledlove — Wed, 27 Apr 2011 04:17:48 +0000

These are my obscure thoughts of the day, since I’m really too tired to type, and I have lots of work.
-TWO MORE GAMES TO QUALIFY FOR FINALS.
-WHOSE MOVING DOWN FROM A LEAGUE THIS YEAR? I HOPE IT’S NOT PROSPECT, because I heard they have some intense Singles 1 girl who’s a freaking freshman so basically I’ll have no shot at placing at league on anything…
-WHAT AM I WEARING TO PROMM…?!
-Yay for shopping spree online at Forever21, now feeling hella guilty, oh well. I bought a cute bag. As if that’s a justification for my insane money spending, haha.
-AP CHEM, WHY DID I COMMITT MYSELF TO THIS….
-AP STATS, NOOOO I NEED A FIVE.
-THANK YOU PAINKILLLLERS, YES! I’m so glad my head stopped hurting.
-I need to take a shower, then sleep maybe, then wake up after 3 hours and do more work!
-GO BIG OR GO HOME!
-I have to book a limo, fuuuu.
-Why am I failing second semester junior year -_________-
-CST is a piece of shit, the english section is extremely poor written. Somehow, I find myself missing the SAT. I think I’m going crazy.

ALRIGHT YOU, BYE.

6:20

bluespangledlove — Tue, 26 Apr 2011 01:23:08 +0000

Sick sick sick sick sick – in more ways than just one.
But I’m feeling better after ditching out on school today, haha.

Maybe the painkillers are working, or I’ve just stopped stressing myself out as much.
Either way, AP testing is soon and maybe that’s why the headaches won’t go away.
I keep feeling dizzy, yikes.

Freaking useless STAR testing week.
And I’m so not getting a 5 on Chem. -______-
Argh, whoever reads this, WHO ARE YOUU!

12:25

bluespangledlove — Sun, 24 Apr 2011 07:26:12 +0000

I’m tired physically, I think more than anything. Emotionally, I’ve been really good recently. I’ve been more happy than sad, and for me and how I’ve been this past year, I think that’s saying a lot. I’ve been really good, honestly. I have headphones in my ear, and I’m in love with Moulin Rouge, it’s an amazing movie. I don’t know who keeps telling me write on WordPress since Erwin just texted me telling me it’s not him, but whoever it is, hi! :) I have these horrible headaches that won’t go away. If they come AP testing week, I think I’m going to bang my head against a wall – no joke.
Today was kind of boring, I woke up at 11 AM after knocking out at 5 PM the day earlier. Oops, I slept through badminton practice. Oh, badminton’s been going well ~~(even though I lost my singles 3 spot)~~! I’m sure I’ll qualify for League Finals this year, but I’ll probably play singles at league which basically means I’ll get eliminated first day…Oh well, at least I made it. I’m trying to train for singles next year and see how I do. Or I could play girls doubles with Emily or mixed with Billy, maybe. We’ll see. But I’ve fallen in love with badminton, so I suppose that’s good.
Oh, right. Then I woke up, had pizza for lunch (yesterday’s leftover dinner), went to Costco with my daddy and sister, went to Jamba Juice, came home and got hit with the headache, so I didn’t really study. I cut my hair a little bit today, and I’m happy with the way it turned out!
I’m going to Junior Prom with Paul Son! After lots of debating and wondering and choosing, I’m content with my prom date, so now I have to plan the entire thing, which is the day after AP testing weeks…lovely. Booking restaurant, limo, house, getting ready, it’ll probably be a hassle – but definitely worth it!
My wifey just texted me (: I miss her so much <3

Yup, gotta finish this my dad just told me to sleep. Well, basically my life right now is studying for AP tests. Since I think I'm getting a B in Stats, I'm so disappointed in myself. But if I get a 5, she'll change my grade. So I better study hard. I'm studying tomorrow with my old loser, I think. So hopefully, it goes well and I get a LOT of shit done.

Bye :) Until next time someone reminds me to update, teehee.